You never even had a deep infatuation?
You may be a psychopath or something. I don’t mean that in an insulting way, I mean maybe there’s something broken.
If you just never felt romantic love, then I’m with you, pure fantasy or so rare that it may as well not exist.
I take no offense to that, and secondly one of my female friends did compare me to "Dexter" (which is weird because I never had any ambitions of killing someone)...Plus, she was stupid
Having sex with a woman I could have feelings for would absolutely ruin the feelings I have for that person.
A woman I have feelings for should be left pristine, and untouched by me "plunger facing" her
there might be a lot of "mom stuff" mixed up in there but there really isn't