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My recent friends with benefits situation was filling me with an overwhelming sense of impending doom. I didn't sleep at all for 25 days. And I'll tell you how that's possible... you lay in bed, fucking a woman from sunset to sunrise.I
I think it’s more the age you’re exposed to it. I definitely saw pornography by age 8 or 9 at the oldest.
Then by age 12 I was so far ahead of my parents in computer proficiency I was able to be online and essentially unsupervised.
I never really got into anything too crazy pornography wise. It’s more about how it changes your expectations. I also do believe it is addictive and dehumanizing and has had a huge Overton window effect.
Sex should be intimate and connecting, it should not be meaningless and empty.
Every time I came I didn't feel good. It was a pointless act, with a sense of me doing something "evil". Jerking off is one thing, but just what the bloody hell was I doing? Wasting time... cumming on a woman's tits for "pleasure".
It was actually horrifying.