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since we're being faggots, have mine: about 4yrs ago I lost my father-figure / best friend, he was old but the age-gap didn't matter & although we were business partners he gave me the stability my parents never could, so much so that I gave-up my London (those streets are paved with gold) ambitions & came back to the fens to help with his property business, while running my own businesses at the same time.My Father died last year, yet he wasn't just my Dad, he was my best friend.... The kind of person you could talk to about the dumbest shit, yet he would listen with full attention... He died August 5th, 2021, born 1946, former Marine, served in Vietnam....anything, even if it was stupid, he'd hear me out, he'd listen and engage me....
Now I have no one....I know it sounds gay, but it hurts so bad to have no one to listen to your thoughts...
It hurts worse than any death I can imagine.... He was my Best Friend, now all I have are people far below my intellectual capacity...
I pray none of you know what loneliness is.... It is truly worse than anything you could imagine....
I also lost the original Mrs__Pot (fiancee) around 10yrs ago. (Nooo! she's dead!!!)
There's other shit I don't feel like sharing... anyway, chin-up bucko!
I'm not gonna help with suicide advice, but if you've got other drug questions then you can DM... others seem to.