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I jumped over to the Kiwi Farms thread because I can't sleep, and I need help.
I came across something I'd like to share with you lads. I remembered this once I read it. I don't know how I ever forgot it, because our favorite lolcows selfish and childish obsessions were laid right out on the table.
From FatRick himself:
"I pleaded with her, begged for the life we’d built together, and for the life growing in her belly. But if she heard any of it, she didn’t care. She told me that she had never loved me, had never been attracted to me, didn’t respect me, and didn’t trust me. It was a lie, of course. A lie she told to me, but more importantly to herself. A lie she continues to tell herself to this day."
Ok... I'm 53 here. I've seen and done some shit, awlroight? I've traveled the world even. I've also had my rise, and fall... And rise again, to be honest witcha. I even had a failed marriage that ended very amicably. I can say with no sarcasm I'm happier now than any other point in my life.
But never, ever, at my lowest or highest, did I ever conceive that I, or inferred that I, owned somebody.
Because that's what that statement says. He is saying "you are taking my life away from me. That's my child. You are lying when you say you don't love me and never did."
The narcissism bleeds through, ironically, like a stuck pig.
So when the threats and guilt and psychological warfare don't work, he turns to the last resort: he signs away his own blood, because if she can't be mine, she'll never be in my life. To him, that's a punishment, but we know how terrible a father he'd have been. He wanted the prestige and the title, but not the work that goes with it.
However, I think it's goes even deeper: PCJ emasculated Mama Raven's Baby Boy so much, and they were both so familiar with and past his games, he knew he had no play left. His own child was a reminder of his failure. To have to see the woman he pines for would be too difficult because he can't be a functional adult. And to be supervised by newer, better, truer Alpha Daddy Cool Pringle would have shattered the fantasy he's built and grounded him right in reality. Oh no, Child, we can't have that...
So he did the ultimate selfish act, forever branding himself as not a man. As a failure. It's why he hates @CarolMaxheinie so much - he keeps trying to hide behind identities; so he tries as a runner, and again, someone smarter, better, and probably packing a Kegdick in their trousers exposed him all the way back to reality... And worse, they were RIGHT. Another possible personality gone in an instant.
I'd love to say I'm piss drunk right now to excuse this here, but the fact is I don't have a show for another week and I'm bored as all Fuck. This whole thing has been my lone highlight the last few days, it's like it's wired me up.
I'm gonna crash so hard when the sun rises, Gosia will not be happy with me...
Anyway, share your thoughts.
I came across something I'd like to share with you lads. I remembered this once I read it. I don't know how I ever forgot it, because our favorite lolcows selfish and childish obsessions were laid right out on the table.
From FatRick himself:
"I pleaded with her, begged for the life we’d built together, and for the life growing in her belly. But if she heard any of it, she didn’t care. She told me that she had never loved me, had never been attracted to me, didn’t respect me, and didn’t trust me. It was a lie, of course. A lie she told to me, but more importantly to herself. A lie she continues to tell herself to this day."
Ok... I'm 53 here. I've seen and done some shit, awlroight? I've traveled the world even. I've also had my rise, and fall... And rise again, to be honest witcha. I even had a failed marriage that ended very amicably. I can say with no sarcasm I'm happier now than any other point in my life.
But never, ever, at my lowest or highest, did I ever conceive that I, or inferred that I, owned somebody.
Because that's what that statement says. He is saying "you are taking my life away from me. That's my child. You are lying when you say you don't love me and never did."
The narcissism bleeds through, ironically, like a stuck pig.
So when the threats and guilt and psychological warfare don't work, he turns to the last resort: he signs away his own blood, because if she can't be mine, she'll never be in my life. To him, that's a punishment, but we know how terrible a father he'd have been. He wanted the prestige and the title, but not the work that goes with it.
However, I think it's goes even deeper: PCJ emasculated Mama Raven's Baby Boy so much, and they were both so familiar with and past his games, he knew he had no play left. His own child was a reminder of his failure. To have to see the woman he pines for would be too difficult because he can't be a functional adult. And to be supervised by newer, better, truer Alpha Daddy Cool Pringle would have shattered the fantasy he's built and grounded him right in reality. Oh no, Child, we can't have that...
So he did the ultimate selfish act, forever branding himself as not a man. As a failure. It's why he hates @CarolMaxheinie so much - he keeps trying to hide behind identities; so he tries as a runner, and again, someone smarter, better, and probably packing a Kegdick in their trousers exposed him all the way back to reality... And worse, they were RIGHT. Another possible personality gone in an instant.
I'd love to say I'm piss drunk right now to excuse this here, but the fact is I don't have a show for another week and I'm bored as all Fuck. This whole thing has been my lone highlight the last few days, it's like it's wired me up.
I'm gonna crash so hard when the sun rises, Gosia will not be happy with me...
Anyway, share your thoughts.
