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Does anyone want to hear all my crazy ramblings on MDMA? Or does anyone want to talk? I don't want to shit up OnA Forums will a bunch of stupid bullshit that people will just ignore or car crash, but I'm way more coherent and "real" than the times I shat up the board when drinking, if that means anything.
My life isn't actually that bad. I don't know why I'm so miserable all the time. I'm huwhite, 6'0" if I wear shoes, have a lot of people who care about me, can get laid whenever I want. What.. exactly.. is making me depressed? Because some stuff I researched online said jews have destroyed society? Society gets destroyed by faggots all the fucking time. Only faggots moan about it. You want to be like those deranged faggots like missy and the nick fuentez crew? They're faggots.
What else makes me depressed irl? Having to look at fat ugly people all the time, but that's cruel. They can't help it. They're just a victim of jews but in a different way lol. Why contribute to the ugliness of the world by being ugly and miserable like the rest of them? You're afraid of attracting the wrong attention, and having "losers" in your orbit? You can still set boundaries, there's no need to block people away.
Anyway I think I'm rambling so I'll stop this post now. It's fucking weird how I spend so much time messing with fatrick, joe cumia, etc. Like I messaged joe cumia's ex because... why? Like who is joe cumia to me? She responded saying how creepy I was and I laughed it off, but it is actually kind of creepy if you think about it lol. He's just the brother of some unknown forgotten radio show, and she's a further degree unknown. Funny though. Fatrick is just completely deranged though. And Eric Hildeman is pure evil. Paul I feel bad for, I don't think he's really a pedo, just an odd unfortunate person. It's good he has friends though. See? If someone like that can get friends, ANYONE can do it. I've just got to actually go when people invite me places or want to hang out. I've been doing that my whole life, just ignoring everyone. Nobody's good enough for me. I should definitely not hang out with degenerates, but there's no reason to not hang out with "normies".
If anyone wants to talk or if I should make a post with some of my thoughts then I'll be happy to.
My life isn't actually that bad. I don't know why I'm so miserable all the time. I'm huwhite, 6'0" if I wear shoes, have a lot of people who care about me, can get laid whenever I want. What.. exactly.. is making me depressed? Because some stuff I researched online said jews have destroyed society? Society gets destroyed by faggots all the fucking time. Only faggots moan about it. You want to be like those deranged faggots like missy and the nick fuentez crew? They're faggots.
What else makes me depressed irl? Having to look at fat ugly people all the time, but that's cruel. They can't help it. They're just a victim of jews but in a different way lol. Why contribute to the ugliness of the world by being ugly and miserable like the rest of them? You're afraid of attracting the wrong attention, and having "losers" in your orbit? You can still set boundaries, there's no need to block people away.
Anyway I think I'm rambling so I'll stop this post now. It's fucking weird how I spend so much time messing with fatrick, joe cumia, etc. Like I messaged joe cumia's ex because... why? Like who is joe cumia to me? She responded saying how creepy I was and I laughed it off, but it is actually kind of creepy if you think about it lol. He's just the brother of some unknown forgotten radio show, and she's a further degree unknown. Funny though. Fatrick is just completely deranged though. And Eric Hildeman is pure evil. Paul I feel bad for, I don't think he's really a pedo, just an odd unfortunate person. It's good he has friends though. See? If someone like that can get friends, ANYONE can do it. I've just got to actually go when people invite me places or want to hang out. I've been doing that my whole life, just ignoring everyone. Nobody's good enough for me. I should definitely not hang out with degenerates, but there's no reason to not hang out with "normies".
If anyone wants to talk or if I should make a post with some of my thoughts then I'll be happy to.
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